All good
stories apparently require a beginning, a middle and an end.
I'm never
sure if that should be slavishly adhered to, but for today I'm going
to go with that and take you all back to Friday morning.
The beginning.
I woke
when Kelly did.
It was
around 6.45 am and once awake I very often fail to drift back into
the embrace of sleep.
So I lay
there looking at the cracks in the ceiling considering what I had to
do in the day ahead.
The first
thing was a trip to Glasgow to drop off Evening Hymns tickets, get
some posters printed and distributed, and then drop off some flyers to Pivo Pivo.
Then
after that I would have to hot tail it back to Kilmarnock to
accompany my daughter to an appointment that she had.
Once the
evening meal was done and dusted the plan was to grab an hour or two
of sleep before I then had to head out to do a twelve hour waking
night-shift.
My
thoughts then took me to the next day.
On my
return from work I would snatch two hours sleep, and then Kelly and
myself would meet Robbie and Angie for us all to return to Glasgow
and participate in the Anti-Bedroom tax march.
As
usually plans often seem to be made to be then cast aside.
I made it
to Glasgow, covered the printing, distributing of posters and flyers
and left the tickets with Tickets Scotland and made it back in time
for my daughters appointment without any real hassle.
In an era
of mind blowing technologically advancements my day had run like
clockwork.
Until we
arrived at our appointment to find that it had been postponed with
nary a consideration to informing us.
A tad
annoying, but what can you do?
I wasn't
to know it at the time, but in hindsight this is when everything
began to unravel.
There was
no chance to get my head down before my shift at all and by the time
I returned home from it I would have been awake for twenty six hours
straight.
Fast
forward to that point.
The middle.
Shattered
I slipped into bed, but sleep was not initially welcoming.
By the
time I managed to quieten all the random thoughts in my head and slip
off I would roughly say that I had an hour of sleep.
As my
feet hit the bedroom floor and I staggered to the bathroom the last
thing I wanted to do was go to Glasgow.
My back
ached, a headache was forming and over all exhaustion was nipping at
my heels and trying to bring me down.
So why
didn't I just succumb and fall back into the heat of my bed?
The
answer is that I don't lean towards talking the talk, and I'll admit
that I partially egotistically pride myself on walking the walk.
In this
case quite literally.
The first
obstacle to our participation was thrown into our path by network
rail.
Easter
Saturday is apparently the perfect day to begin engineering work on
the tracks.
Our train
would take us as far as Barrhead and then we would be travelling by
bus to the city centre.
This
threw the timing out completely and Kelly and myself resigned
ourselves to missing the start of the march, although we would still
manage to join it and catch the rally in George square.
So once
we embarked from our bus we speed walked towards Glasgow Green and
joined the march as it snaked into the city proper.
There was
a healthy turn out.
A very
impressive start to the day for us.
I'll not
hazard a guess about numbers, but it will be approximately double
what the police say and half what the organizers claim.
That's
always been the way of it.
There was
a tremendous buzz about being part of something like this.
On most
days I find myself taking a stance against horrible levels of apathy
and participating in the march allowed the old batteries to be
charged again.
It's hard
to consider yourself to be alone when there are these large public
expressions of opposition.
However
once we reached George Square everything began to fall apart for me.
Robbie,
Angie, Kelly and myself managed to get right down the front to hear
the speakers, but in hindsight I wish I had just left the march at
that time and told myself that I had already went above and beyond
the call of duty by actually attending, but no, instead I stood there
and listened and watched as every single failing of Scottish protest
politics was given a platform to make an arse of itself from.
There was
no physical platform so unless you were at the front you wouldn't
have seen anything, but that's okay as no one one there to see the
message, but to hear it.
Oooops.
Scratch
that.
The PA
didn't work, then it did, then it didn't, then it did and.......well
you get the idea.
Between
passing the microphone the speakers played pass the megaphone.
I have no
idea how many people could hear what was being said, but beyond
twenty to thirty feet from the front the people drifting off sort of
said it all.
Of course
there can always be technical problems, but there should also be plan
Bs to.
All the
hard work that the organizers had undoubtedly put into the day will
be forgotten and in the main people will remember not being able to
hear, or see, anything in George square.
For the
next god knows how long it was farcical.
Some very
relevant and passionate speakers words were left to fall like
confetti at their feet, and to be horribly frank there were some
speakers whose style of ranting should be left in the pub.
One of
two things that left me holding my head in my hands wondering what
the fuck was going on was the 'Master of Ceremonies' style of
introducing speakers.
A
political rally was sounding more like a Radio Clyde pop
extravaganza.
Let me
hear it for (insert guest speakere here)........put your hands in the
air.............lets hear it for the people at the back who canny
hear etc etc.
Then the
other thing was a minority of the speakers doing similar by shouting
soundbites to get a reaction.
At any
second I expected to hear one make an attempt to split the crowd into
two and have them participate in a sing off.
Everyone
on the right (not politically) say hey, everybody on the left say ho.
Ugliest
moment of the day was when some people to the side of the guest
speakers counter protested with shouts of 'liar' and 'shame' at one
specific guest.
Not that
this was the ugly part, but the admonishments from MC Proletariat and her supporters was
the ugly bit.
Here were
people all around waving placards proclaiming that protest should not
be made illegal, and then we were hearing an attempt to silence a very
small portion of the crowd.
Oh the irony.
Oh the irony.
Now I
have no idea who these people were, or what their problem was.
It's
entirely possible that I would one hundred percent disagree with
their stance, but if we silence one portion of society what path are
we walking down?
Volunteers
who were there to manage the event were very quick to head n their
direction to remove them, or silence them.
This
isn't something that I am comfortable with and those around me who I
don't know strongly agree with my loud opposition to them being
silenced.
Apart
from attempting to disallow them to have a voice there was also a
dangerous aspect to outing them from the stage.
Here we
had a crowd in the thousands, a crowd of unhappy people who to an
extent want to release the tension they feel, and then we have their
focus directed to a very small minority of malcontent voices.
Who would
have slept easy that night if these individuals were sent home
bleeding?
Not me.
Who cares
though?
I'm sure
this morning anyone expressing any concern about that will be drowned
out by the thunderous noise of mutual back slapping.
The end.
Now I
know people will claim that I am focusing on the negative and can't
see the wider picture.
That's
their prerogative.
What I
took from yesterday was that in the main people are supportive of
abolishing the bedroom tax, that some individuals involved in the
campaign are passionately pushing for this - and doing so in a laudable
and courageous manner - and that people power is alive and well.
Unfortunately
it was also confirmed for me that Scottish politics will always carry the
amateur hour comparisons with it, even at a grass roots level.
If the
wider world were watching then I am glad that they will in the main
see crowds of people and weren't there to witness what a bag o' shite
it often dropped to the level of.
Really
Scotland.
Is this the best we can do?
Apologies
to Edinburgh and the other cities involved.
I
sincerely hope that the voices of the people were heard with more
clarity at your rallies.
So the
end of the tale is that I stepped through my door at 8.45pm after a
nightmare journey home that was organized by network rail, and I am
left wondering if one hours sleep in fifty was really worth it.
I'll not
be giving up the fight against this unjust tax, but if the game is
upped then maybe next time as just a punter from the streets I will not be
left so disillusioned.
PS. The
fella from the Black Triangle was a credit to the his organization
and he provided what was one of the very few highlights.